Transition from Maui to Japan

The year 2023 marked a profound turning point in my life.

I said farewell to Maui, my cherished home for nearly three decades, and returned to Japan, the land of my birth and upbringing. 

The transition wasn’t my intention, but necessary.  The process was excruciating.  However, I have encountered someone’s phrase, “The future is not to predict but to create.” This epiphany stirred my spirit and helped me to embrace change despite my innate resistance.  I powered through the moving process and said “Goodbye” to my enduring photography business, dear friends, and the things and scenery I adored.  I compacted my life into three suitcases and arrived in Japan with my children and dog. 

It was an indescribable experience.

I was relieved that we had landed safely all together and reunited with my family.  During the first few weeks, we just enjoyed being together and getting used to our new life.  I didn’t know that I was slowly sliding into the abyss of burnout. 

I couldn’t even move my body.

Burnout was so heavy and cast doubt upon my creative identity.  

“I can’t create anymore.” 

My Nikons were packed in my camera bag and tacked away.  I contemplated abandoning photography altogether, seeking solace in the serene landscapes of rural Japan.

But I guess the god of photography didn’t want me to leave so easily. My friends from Maui came to visit Japan.  We had lunch together at Maruno-uchi and walked back to the Tokyo Station.  Despite the cold, overcast skies with occasional light rain, the historic red brick architecture of Tokyo Station was so beautiful. It ignited something within me – a longing to capture someone’s life moments against its timeless backdrop.

I still had it, passion! Even it was like a flickering of tiny flame.

Thus began the tiring yet exhilarating process of redesigning my website, now under the new domain WILLOWPHOTO.ME. The symbolism of the willow tree resonated deeply with me – its supple branches swaying in the wind, rooted yet adaptable. It mirrored my own quest for resilience and flexibility, a commitment to remain grounded amidst life's uproarious winds.

To each of you who has stumbled upon my corner of the internet, I extend my deepest gratitude. I hope my story resonates with you.  

With unwavering gratitude and warmest regards,

Mieko Horikoshi